my name is BlackBird alias Quinn and Im new here to this site. I would consider myself somehow as volcel. I was on an Incel-forum before and came in touch with this topic for one year.
Im 20 years old, average looking and never had a bf but I dont really whish for one cause I have pretty asexual tendencies. I can feel sexuality but not enough to desire a relationship luckily. The only thing I would desire is a emotional relationship but a deep friendship would be enough for me too. I really started shitting on sex. It just causes damage. Sadly Im an idealist and lazy thats why I cant hold up an anythingship to other people than my family. Im living with my parents and my sister. Without them I would be lonely as hell. I dont believe in love to exists or it is very rare. Females see men as resources, men see females as fuckmeat. I hate how humanity is treating leftouts. I have no hard life but I fell in depressions after studying human romantic behaiviour for myself. I hate my female brain. I hate my crave for safevity cause it is holding me back and driving me to believe in ilusions.