Soi increases lust and increases hype. The type of soi jerky I eat is called “Stonewall Jerky”. It is called Stonewall similar to how arguments against me are stonewalled. Eating soi increases IQ most likely, this I call I a “soi win”.
However, when I drink certain brands of soimilk, it makes me feel depressed and nihilistic, an anti-hype. There are different forms and shapes of soi, this I call a “soi-fail”. There is an undeniable “truth of soi”.
the truth of nihilisim
- there is a certain truth of nihilism which I wish to discuss.
- The fact that contentment/pleasure is the default of life, and that things like: school, work, bullies, loss, failure, pollution, politics, bigotry, rejection, etc. outweight the good moments in life, because pleasure/contentment is the default, so anything negative is a deviation from the default and thus outweighs the good.
- Therefore, never existing is better than existing, this is nihilism, these are the kinds of thoughts that soimilk gives to me
- However, it may be impossible for all consciousness in the universe to cease to exist, thus we may be trapped in worlds and suffering for the time being